the feelings never went away. and i thought i have oredi killed whatever i had. whatever memories. why does it hurt to lose something u never had? the basterd never realised it. he's too full of himself to care bout anione else, care bout me. and to think..... i haf to tell myself to get over it. there is no way that i am gonna lower myself to his level just to get his attention. its not fucken worth it.... i dun see the point of sacrificing whatever i have earned fer someone as selfish and self-centered as him. i cannot afford to lose everything again. cuz in the end, i will be the one hurting and not him.

if u think im a bitch, think again. i've oredi embarrassed myself too many a time. wasted countless hours thinking bout useless shit. spilling my heart out to anyone who wud listen. and all he ever did was leave me wit not so much as an explanation. not even a "k, bye?!".

i hate you. you bitch. i'll never ferget what u did to me. DUN ever think imma come bec crawling to you.