i luv my baby kuzzin. eke. he's not a baby nimore. he's oredi 4. but he's so small u'd think he's barely three. he's taken care by my granz cuz my useless bee-atch of an aunt doesnt want him. her excuse: HER son doesnt want HER becuz she's been in fer too long, he's grown comfy wit my grans and thus wudnt want her to take over his life.

it's not frustrating. its saddening. my grans- do i hafta state the obvious? i dun wanna say it. cuz if i say it, it'd be true. i pity my kuzzin. no werries luqman, i'll get a job and i'll take care of you. i'll be ur sista yah.. not ur kuzzin.. and i'll bring u everywhere..[cuz i noe by the time he's a teen, i'll have the moneys] i'll make ur frens jealous of you. wahahaks.

he's so adorable. we played just now. maaN.. i was running ard everywer and i was perspiring so hard.. hahaks. thats exercise fer me... his favourite phrase: NYOT NYOT!! hahahaks.. cute isnt it........ heeeeeeeeeee......everytime i stop fer a rest, he'd gif me this cute look and then he'd ask me to chase my sister. when i say that im tired he'd go,"huh?" and gif me this blank look and then say,"along penat? lari same man. kejar adik." hahahaks.. all i can do is oblige. aaaaaahhhhh... he's so cute.. he LOVES SPIDERMAN and BARNEY.. wahahhaks.. and he has this relli cute SPONGEBOB plushie... heeeeeeeeeeee....

i love it when he gives me his sweet little kisses and then we'd do our handshake which i taught him when he was 2. i love that boi.. i rmbred making him cry... when he first learnt to walk... he wud want his ball and the onli way fer him to get it is to get up and totter towards me who wud be holding it up high so he cant reach. it seemed like tottering was painful and he'd fall on his butt everytime he tottered a metre.. wahahaks.. and then he'd cry but still wit much determination, get up and try again.

hrms.. hahaks.. and i had fun with my sister just now too.. we pretended to be gays fighting. the aim was to slap the other person's butt.. i'd scream everytime my sis gets near me and we'd luff like mad whenever one of our butts got slapped.. hahaks.. luqman was happily slapping my sister's ass.. hahahaks.. that was faarrnn.. i wanna do that again..