cut the skin to the bone
fall asleep all alone
hear your voice in the dark
lose myself in your eyes
choke my voice
say gudnyte as the world falls apart

fuck i cant let this kill me let go
i need some more time to fix this

here's a letter for you
but the words get confused
and the conversation dies
apologise fer the past

talk some shit take it back
are we cursed to this life

ahh. the sounds of me typing away and the wind blowing against my hair. erms. not much hair to begin  with. nevermind. i just have short-cropped hair and *am* not balding.

ooH.. Happi Barfday Des. hope u haf a sweet sweeeeet sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sixteenth barfday. wahahazkz.. singing to u the bday song wenever we cud.. must have annoyed the shyt out of you. hahahakz.. all in the joys of growing up.

yes. 43 is gonna do soft porn for the grad ball vid. that wud be the shyt. nopes. am not gonna display details here. partly becuz there is none in the first place. wahahahakz. man. cant wait. im gonna star in my own vid klip!! *screams* AHEM. nono.. jk jk.. that was scary.. any longer i wud haf terjerumus ke dalam lembah ke-bimbo-an [translation: .. i wud haf fallen into bimbo hell-hole]

haiz. i wanna kiss tom delonge... he's so hotttttttttt... O__#... eke. i donno where that came from. tom is not hot at any rate. hahakz... he's just. so. kissable. ahahahahakz... i am delirious. mebee becuz im stressed. LeT mE irrItATe YOu.. StIcKy CaPs ARe IrrItaTinG. ArE You StIll ReAdInG? ThOugHt NoTTT. lmao..

stressed out.. depressed all over. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i dun show it do I?? thats cuz im a damnation gud actress.. BELIEVE IT OR NOT. i dun give a flying fuuuuuuUUuuUUUuuUUUuuUUUuuUUUuuUUUuuuUUUuuCK  about whut u think of me cuz  the tears that fall will be from MY EYES and the blood gushing out will be from MY VEINS.

ohh-reng- raaaang... herher... *here's a song to this guy i once knew in high skul. he had a boner and he was wearing sweatpants so it was relli embarrassing...* EVERYTHING HAS FALLEN TO PIECES. *runs away crying*

i relli have nothing to say. im done. we're outta jokes.

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