i am afraid of my future. i might end up in a school filled wit nerds/geeks/freaks/homos [hahah. but im kul wit them]/ smartasses. im afraid that i will end up sumwhere where i cannot relate to the people in it. it doesnt relli matter where i go, be it JC or poly, as long as i can take ART and malay. im just more worried about the type of people i meet.

i have an extremely strong feeling that i will be very alone and miserable fer the next 2 years of my life while everyone i know now will haf a helluva fun time in their respective schools. i think i might end up going to a school where i know no one. i just have this horrible horrible feeling that i will end up an outcast and not liked by anybody. heh. that wud be my punishment now wont it. guess i have to learn to live life in solidarity. it just doesnt help thinking that i will never find another person who thinks the same way i do.. :(

urgh. need to stop thinking bout that. its uber depressing~

if u're into local music, i suggest u listen to Fuzzbox. but then again, onli I can like the type of music i listen to. u can check them out at the following page...

http://www.audioreload.com/index.php?module=ContentExpress&func=display&ceid=23&bid=22&btitle=Info&meid=9

dead white [butterfiles] rules and so does mocha. :)))


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