Please put a rose in front of your name to show your sympathy for the hundreds of dead children in russia who have died in a terrorist act, i hope you find it in ur heart 2 do this. Paste this to all of your online contacts..

at least we know they're headed to heaven

thats all i have been listening to for the whole day. im addicted. not that im complaining. oooh~ the sound of the horns just makes me shake inside. and to think cute guys are behind them. XD girls can dream from time to time. just that when it comes to cesspit, i dream all the time. hehe. what can i say, their songs are just so euphoric except fer "Sad Asia" where they got a girl to be their guest vox. -grumbles-

ahem.

ooh. i can so feel the wind against my neck. yep. i cut my hair again. its relli short now but its exactly what i wanted. short, neat and thin. no fuss. its so short, its impossible fer it to get messed up in the mornings. the winds may blow and lightnings may strike. but this hairdo will stay as it is. no annoying puffy bob at the back [which seems to be the look everyone goes for these days].

my "sideburns" are gone tho. my precious siiiidebuuuurrnnns.. it took me almost a whole year to grow them to that length. and now. they're g o n e . *!!!!!* now what in the hell am i gonna twirl in my fingers? cant be my fringe. its always been short. oh. i feel so naked.

i hope i can go out tomorrow. my parents are squabbling again. it irks me. hmmm. sth tells me i shud prolly go and visit my grans. its bin sumtime since i saw them. i miss them. my grans calls us every other day to check on how we're doing. makes me feel guilty when i think abt how me and my sis pretends that we ackchellie like these chats. -slaps self- i got kinda pissed wit my mom the other time fer not letting me go and visit my grans. i had no i dea why. and i have no idea why i din disobey her like i usually do.

they say u shud respect ur parents and listen to them, espech mothers. but i nid a valid reason fer everything and not letting me visit MY grans without A reason pissed me off. and i wun take a "tsk" and a glare for an answer either. it'll just make me "tsk" and glare back.

so yaaa. a visit to my grans is in order. wheeeee~ i hope i rmbr what floor they live in.

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