i keep hearing someone screaming my name.

"SYAFIQAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"
"SYAFIQAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"
"SYAFIQAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"

creepy. *looks around*

okay now i hear a woman laughing. oh thats my mother. ha.

i landed myself into unwanted mess again. WAIT. why shud I blame MYSELF? its not fair to me when its clearly not my fault. *indignant* ITS NOT! [wudnt you just LOVE to slap me right now?] i din know i was doing it and i din intend to because of certain reasons i'd rather not mention.

wudnt it be nice to be sitting in a little jetty on a little island with white sands and clear blue waters with a packet of oreos beside you and reading love letters written to you on valentines day? And as the sun hides behind the cloud, you let the wind carress your hair and your skin. You dip ur feet into the water and feel how cool it is. Little blue fish will swim up to you pecking your toes and you try to scare them away by saying "bOo~!" but then luff as they will relentlessly pursue. *peck peck* hahah. so you decide to feed them oreos and what do you know... they prefer cream too.

hehe. that wasnt fictional. i did that when i visited terengganu [except fer the reading love letters bit]. i fed oreos to the fishes and i felt so light-hearted becuz fer a while, i was rid of my problems and worries. i felt good but reality snapped me back in. how very cruel.

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