im relli sorry if i sound harsh. but i think u're being fucking unreasonable.

my mother. i rmbr blogging bout her alot. and now...im gonna blog bout her summore.

i hate it when she gets all moody gets all, forgive me fer saying this, BITCHY. i dont get her. one minute she'll be luffing and chatting with me and the next, she'd be like giving me dagger looks as if she loathes me. like she wants me dead. everything i do seems to be deliquency to her. it saddens me and i feel like i have disappointed her by just being alive.

she got me so pissed, i just cried and screamed at the same time. i felt like i was going hysterical. *i did it alone in my room so yarh, no one heard me. sadly*

i dont know WHAT MY MOTHER wants from ME. cant she stop giving me that look? it makes me feel uncomfortable just being in her presence. and to think that the only other people i also feel this way are my teachers. yes. they give me that look. that look which says,"why is she still in skul? shudnt she be like a dropout or sth?"

but with my mother, it says,

"this pathetic piece of shit is my daughter? is this what i gave birth to? CRAP?"

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