the truth hurts. READ IT.
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i would love to hold and be held in your arms but i realise its lust im feeling and infatuation u're seeing. how can you love someone when you dont know the person at all? [just because you know the name and how the person looks like doesnt mean you know him or her]
you said a lot of things that sounds reassuring and very tempting to me. like u'd give me security, u'd respect me, u'd take gud care of me and listen to my every need. but dude. like neil humphreys wud say,"the hypocrisy is astounding." u'll listen to me? LISTEN? hello? havent u heard a single word i've screamed into your ears? i told you so many times that i see you as nothing more as a friend. i respect you like i wud respect an older brother. NOTHING. MORE.
your words are bordering on bullshit. i haf to be frank with you. becuz apparently im just beating ard the bush. why dun i beat you up? mebbe you'll see it my way.
you cannot force love. and thats what you're doing. IF its even love to begin with. i shall mention no names. you know who you are. if im any more of a bitch than i already am, i wud have front-stabbed you and thus publicly humiliate you. but i see this friendship worth saving. if u understand, talk to me. if u dont, DONT YOU DARE SAY "WHATEVER" AT ME. I'LL BITE YOUR HEAD OFF. if u cant get what im saying, just leave me alone. im trying to pick up from where i left off.
always,
syaf.
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