i go online and my computer gives me crap. Islam preeches patience and just for this month imma try to practise it.

on the day i got my results, i plugged out my modem [and obviously just plugged it back in]. i wasnt sad when i did it. i just found it hilarious. try saying this line,"hey! i just plugged out my modem." and you'll get what i mean. whats funnier is when u say mouse/keyboard instead of modem.

unsurprisingly, im the only malay girl who din make it to a JC in the first 3 months. i disappointed my mother, my father, [failed as a role model for] my sister, my grandfather and my teachers. so much so im surprised they're not spitting at my face when i enter their classes. oh yes. lucky me. im a black diamond. its not half as bad as you might think because im getting all the attention and help i need to make it through. so im a quite a happy gem. and besides, im not alone. the other diamonds know that we're there for each other. life isnt that rotten.

just kinda bummed out. cuz im uncertain of what to do fer the first 3 months next yr. i was thinking of jogging every morning. at least i wont go to skul fat. ha.

been spending a lot of time at woodlands lib and there, i'll meet the regulars. jenn*, karen, vanessa k., yuen yin, huey sun...and sometimes i'd see some other 4/2 pple. and today, i saw jin yong. weirdness. weirdness surrounds him. *shakes head*

ok. back to where reality sucks. bye. be bloggin' in a week or two.. God bless.

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