[translation: what? that was it? finish oredi wat...]

that thought struck me today. today was so surreal. today was the last day of my secondary school days. today was it. and i din plan for it. the one day i have been waiting for, for 4 years, came and gone. if u ask me. its bloody unfair. we went thru ALL that shit and this is how we end it? THIS IS IT? where's the fireworks?

no fire but water. GOd. the waterworks.

i shook hands and hugged every teacher i met today, thanking them and receiving lots of well wishes. all very heartwarming. i was calm all the way UNTIL i went to Mrs Tan to thank her for making me a black diamond.

basically, it went something like this...

me: Mrs Tan, thank you *sobs* for *sob sob* making me *sooobbb* a black *breaks down*

i went up to her and everything just gave way. i broke down like i never did before. in a way, it felt good. i let go of all the pent-up emotions. it was somewhat beginning to get to me.

then i went on to find the one junior i can stand [im so sorry. i just dont have the patience with the rest of you. call me kerek. i dun care. i swear to you. you'll never see me in skul again], hafifah. gosh. i thot there was only so much water a person can hold. i hugged her and we both cried for God knows how long. i will sorely miss her. its sad that u onli realise these things at the end. frenships may fade. but this one, i'll try to make an exception.

eke. i can only type out only so much emotikalities in one entry. any more and i'll irk myself. rest assured, im not done yet...

[to the people who tagged: thank you fer tagging. hahah. no seriously, thank you. im not upset or depressed or suicidal. just bummed out but studying hard. hEe~ take care. God Bless us... izzit just me, or do i sound saint nickish..? brr]

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