its bin a while since i last blogged. no problems with the billing... or the cables. the comp screwed up. SURPRISE.

last week had been quite dramatic. my parents quarrelled. i thought of running away again. selfish bitch. all i cud think of was myself. And there was my mother.... suffering alone. In her womb was a dead foetus and all i cud think about was how my parents sucked when they fought. my mom went to the hospital by herself last thurs and when my dad found out he got pissed cuz he din noe bout the baby till later on.

we got to the hospital and i was crying like noone's business and giving my dad dagger looks. when my dad started talking shit bout my mom being all oversensitive, i scolded him in front of everyone. i was like,"u dont anyhow say ah. now ummi is in the bus with high-blood pressure and no one knows whether she's ok annot.". that shut him up fer a while.

then blablala. my mom is fine, she's not fighting wit my dad nimore and everything is right again in the world.

im still whoa-ed by the fact that i cud haf a baby brother. or sister. it makes me excited about the day i die. i'll get to meet the bro..or sis i never had the chance to love. whoooahoooaaa..

eke. jalan raye this year was less energetic but still fun. jalan raye part 2 was more gerek than the first day. helped liy cooked. gossiped like mak neneks wit yati and nadia... in liy's kitchen. hahah. and took lots of stupid pix. our favourite pose is looking retarded. there's one of us looking like chikopeks eyeing nad's niece. *bile korang nak upload gamba haaaaa?*

we din go to senah's hse which i think was kind of sad since every year we go to her house to create extreme havoc. we din go to any of the teachers' houses come to think of it. i relli wanted to hang out at miss zaleha's room. her room is like a happy house shop. sooooo pretty. and she has a million toys in that room. and she's such a nice woman to gossip with. miss zaleha always has sth to tell us.

hmmmm... nothing much happened during our trips. just a lot of eating and no one got stuck in any lifts this time. we DID think about the Royal Rumble but haiyah... if some apek kering [translation: old bony chinese uncle] is gonna save us instead of them Civil Defence bois, then ferget it maan... even then i relli enjoyed myself. looking forward to do it again next yr. we *CANNOT* drift apart eke..??

lovely. my guitar is lovely. almost all of it is covered with stickers and thanks to shah, i haf a working guit cable and new ernie ball strings which is oh-so-wonderful. all i need is to improve my skills by a million levels. cuz i still suck.

eke enuff. did u make it to the end of this entry? if u did gud fer you! but if u just scrolled down and read this last line... shame on you!

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