today marks the last day of probably the most eventful year of my life. so many things have taken place this year that has changed me as a person. i know i have mentioned it before, but i would like to say it again. i am so so thankful. even though some of the changes that i went through made me somewhat less caring and more bitchy according to those who were close to me.

this year proved eventful for i made new friends, lost one, strengthened the friendships that i have and i also discovered new things about myself and others around me. O levels made me closer to my chinese classmates namely, jenrine, vk, karen and non-classmate, byy. studying for Os would have never been the same without this lot. i shall miss you all dearly.

then there were things i went through with the class which made 4/3 2004 one of the best classes i have ever been in. i repeat. best EVER. i have grown a special bond with this class becos this class, to simply put it, kicks ass. haha. even the teachers which took on 4/3 had attitude. we owe the world to Mdm Has. we wouldnt have survived this yr without her. we had our highs which were not so high and our lows which were all bottomless-pit-lows and despite that, she stuck to being our form teacher. man.

and how can i forget our various subj teachers, Mr Chye, Mr Yu. Mrs Goh, Mdm Lim, Mrs Hyunh and yes. u too u old hag, Cikgu Asnah. i will miss them soso much cos i heard teachers teaching beyond secondary edu can be asses. bless you all and bless us too for what we're about to go through.

ok, finally, i would like to thank one person for being there for me even if it was only for a short while and ended quite miserably. [i doubt he'll be reading this but whats the harm in hoping..] he showed me what it was like to be selfless and to care for another human being. i have to say this cos i can never move on if i dont. thank you shadiq. sorry if i had been a bitch. sorry for all the things i did not say. sorry for all the things i did not do. sorry if hadnt been any more understanding. you were great. i dont know if i said this before. i relli appreciate what we had. even if i mean nothing to you today.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

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