whats up with the title sia...? hahah

went to see shah's band jam. man... the drummer was an eye-candy, an absolute feast fer the eyes. i was standing there eye-fucking him. hahah.. crude sia syaf. sorry, cant help it, the dude was relli cute. he's not handsome-cute tho. if u want handsome-cute, that wud be Salim, the lead singer and rhythmist [his eyes were oh-my-gawwshh]. the drummer was... shuddup ah. he played well and so did everyone else. i'll see if shah wud let me post their pics here.

i oso met shah's fren, nuriah. outgoing girl. gila punya olang. itu macam ada baguuss.. its with these kind of people i find easy to talk to. hahah. same clan whaat.

after watching thepeople jam, sat down fer a while at the kopitiam and i chatted wit nuriah. then headed to Bukit Gombak to attend some dinner at the CC. the waiter was a buffalohead. i was speaking perfect english to him and he acted like im sum malay dumbfuck who was speaking Tamil. #$%%*&. sure the gathering was fer Malays in the neighbourhood but that doesnt mean we cant understand the Queen's English. my grandad can even speak hokkien fluently orite? freak.

not gonna talk to my parents fer a while. they're not the easiest people to talk to nowadays. its inevitable. they can never understand me just like i can never understand them. no matter how friendly my mother can be to me, i will NEVER entrust her with my secrets. we just dont haf that bond.

remember Mrs Hooper from King of The Castle? the old tart? how much i loathed her and that disgusting feeling everyone had towards her? i feel the same way towards my mother. she's a hypocrite. my father- i dont even know where to begin.

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