ok. im not talking to annas right? i had a gud reason and right now im not sure if the reason is gud enuff to continue making this his fault. do i have the right to be angry? i dont know. so he did apologise. 3 times. but me being the bimbitch i am din accept his apologies. why? i dont know.

guess i wanted to be away from him a little while. and now the little while has turned to a very long while. hmm. not relli. considering that i did not talk to him for 2 weeks before. so yea. this can go on till next thurs. im bad at confrontations and worse off in admitting mistakes whatmore apologising for them.

so that leaves me with the qn of my lifetime. what's next?

on a brighter note... i got tackled in PE today. whoo~ we were playing captain's ball. one moment i was blocking a pass and the next my klazmate ran into me in full force hitting me square on the stomach. it took the breath out of me. so i went down. like a nangke busok. like drama mama sial~

i was clutching my stomach cos i relli cudnt breathe. and the worst thing, i cudnt see. they helped me up 3 times and all 3 times i fell down. i just cudnt keep balance. cos i cudnt see a damned thing! i stared at mr azlan as he spoke to me. wth the man sed i had no idea. i relli looked like a dumbfuck. never have i been hit so hard. but i enjoyed it man. i was smiling like A. DUMBFUCK. all the way. i went on to thank the dude who hit me. haha. its a no wonder people like rugby so much.

in MCS. we did some Bali dance. it was agonising. not advised if u happen to haf PE on the same day as training. my thighs burned. pain pain pain. but the dance is kul. but painful.

ok. i wanna look for food. im hungry~

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