im unsure of myself these days. feeling kental. i know of one way to get rid of the godawful feeling and that is GROWING UP. hur. annoying childish me.

mebbe if i stop bitching bout that farzana.
mebbe if i concentrate on skul a bit more.
mebbe if i talk less. shut up more.
mebbe if i do my work.
mebbe if i stop luffing so much.
mebbe if i be less happy bout life.

mebbe that's how i grow up and get rid of the kentalness. i've done it before but i felt so sad and angry all the time. k.

i wanna change my skin~ getting tired of this one. but im too fricken lazy. er. Oi! songs are nice but stupid. they make no sense. hEe~!

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