i did say 6 months din i. haha. i realise i need to do this for myself and no one else. might as well get a proper diary right? yea i've been toying with that idea for quite some time now. till i actually get myself a real diary to pen down my thoughts, i'll continue amusing myself here and there and everywhere.

i have entries everywhere. it's horrible.

lj is getting a tad too crowded. THAT's ok. but it irks once you start to know the crowd by name. everyone knows everyone there. rimas ah. i could have always made it a friends-only thing but i really dont see the point cos i'll still have 20+ friends and thats like. a lot. im at a point where i dont want to know who reads what i write. not that im saying i have loyal readers but its nice to NOT to be paranoid for once cos blogger isnt as accessible as lj. its tiring and blogging loses its meaning.

here, i dont have to worry bout lj-cuts and whatnot. i can post as many pictures as i like and i can write entries thousands of words-long and not hafta worry bout people getting pissed cos they had to scroll too much to get to another person's entry. eljayers would know what im talking about.

this actually feels nice. my entries are seldom this long. seldom? ok im not too sure bout that. moving on.

i had soooo much fun with yazid and annas earlier. went to geylang with annas first to get his kain samping. then headed for beach road. at lavendar, yaz called and i was thrilled to bits cos he 'd told us he couldnt make it. told him to call me once he reached lavendar and i'd give him directions to beach road. but to our huge disappointment (more mine actually), the food ctr was closed for cleaning! of all days! so we hurried to toa payoh to break fast at ljs. haha i cant believe it. i always, always eat at ljs whenever im with yaz and annas. the 2 guys had no qualms about it considering the LOVE ljs.

yaz only arrived at 8. i was so happy to see him cos it's been a while. hee~! so i waved like mad when i saw him come in. life is never dull when annas and yazid get together. how i miss the time when we were all still in MI. we hung out at ljs a lot. lol

i want to be your friend and nothing more. i dont trust myself and im afraid of what i'd do when we meet. it has never been my intention to lead you on. :(
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