the atmosphere this year is so dead. but then again, i wasnt looking forward to raya either. my dad only got back from work at 12.30 which means he's been at work for more than 12 hours. he was dead tired, the poor man. he rested for only an hour before he insisted to drive us to my grans place. im just thankful my dad is quite the patient one and hardly ever grouchy. a kiss and a hug always helps. haha.

when we reached my grans place, i was slightly taken aback when i saw my youngest aunt in the house. truthfully, i like her. she has always been my favourite aunt. i was happy to see her there. but that didnt change my stand against her actions. it is still hard for me to swallow the things she said bout her own son. her bf was there. he looks ok. but i doubt my family likes him. so anyway. it was pretty ankward in the house cos no one expected her to come. only after she left, could we all breathe a little easier. but before she did, i listened in to the convo she had with my mom and other aunt. she wants to take luqman back and make him live with her. i dread the day he'll be taken away from my granparents who've been his parents for 5 years. i honestly dont know how luqman will take it. he'll be heartbroken i bet. :'(

i shall not discuss that any further. that proves it. my aunt is still the little bitch. ergh.

we went to jb after that. visited some relatives there and went home. that was my day basically. will be going to jb again later.wheee~

oh my camera freaked out. of all days. gotta get it fixed soon SOON! im still lola. awh. my promise is not of love not of hate. my promise wont last and one day it'll break.

wouldnt it be cool if you can go out with someone but with no strings attached? there will be no break-ups and the friendship remains. no commitments or whatever to hold you down. then can share all the hugs and kisses in the world whereby each and every one will send shockwaves crashing through your body cos it's so wrong! i like chatting with new people everyday. find out what kinda lives they lead. ...only until the novelty wears off. haha!
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