WE'RE THE CHAMPION! YESSAR! looking at the amount of work we did, with the fucking collage and whatnot, i think we deserve it. we put in our heart and soul, blood and sweat and more sweat AND our own money which we wont get back so we bloody deserve it ok. haha so cocky..

the preparation was crazy! we didnt wanna lose so we tried everything to make sure we didnt. everybody just got so kiasu. last minute work is soooo thrilling. haha i got pissed at jon at one moment and i gave him my shitface. poor boy. i felt bad afterwards. but i apologized and said countless of "we sayang you ok". haha. i still feel bad. i really dont like to make anyone feel bad.

I LOVE SDN YAY! i can imagine myself working with them for the next 2 years+ cos they are all really a great bunch of people. i'll never get tired of saying it. :):):)

after that we went for the la meeting. omg. i cant help but feel a bit stressed. there were so many malays. it's too extreme. from hanging out with so many chinese, suddenly got so many malays. and the sad thing is, i prefer hanging out with the chinese. they're so much more fun and more open. the guys in la are so disappointing. dee and i can be more kecoh than them. thats not right. it's unbecoming. ok, maybe this is our first meeting in a while and it takes everyone to warm up. but i have doubts bout that. im thankful the girls click. there's only 4 of us so whatever. and im thankful for zul who's celupah but nice and he noticed the guys' kayu-ness. so thats good. im not the only one with a problem with that. and wha the hell is up with that ___. frick. IS IT SO WRONG TO SMILE BACK? ok fine. it's ok if you dont wanna smile. some people are like that i can accept it. BUT how can you eheheh*sweetstupidsmile* at the guys and not to us girls? MIANG KEPE. i know some girls just prefer guys but thats just downright RUDE. you dont like us, fine. but SMILE BACK BITCH. just once. I DONT EVEN WANNA TALK TO YOU. I JUST WANT YOU TO BLOODY RETURN MY SMILE. NOT ACKNOWLEDGE US WITH THAT NENEHH FACE OF YOURS.

oh ya. we're in yet another event. FREAK OK. I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS OK. I ONLY VOLUNTEERED FOR CHINGAY. ok fine whatever. im tired really. but its ok. i'll do my best in whatever. and besides, i've got dee with me. we can brighten each other's day. and now we know more people. too many people actually. haha. ok whatever whatever. i dont wanna complain.

o winston menthol is vile.

"she'll get jealous. i dont care.. let's meet anyway." haha im so looking foward to that. :d
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