so i havent been in school for 2 days. was in school ytd but didnt attend lectures. and i didnt attend school the whole of today thanks to major cramps. it hurt like hell in the morning but got progressively better towards late afternoon. forced myself out of bed and went to bras basah with dee.

i dont like how the seiors talk to us. it might have started out as a joke. but you know what. TAK KLAKA LAH SIAL. YOU FUCKING THREW THIS EVENT AT US, DONT LIE IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS, AND YOU TREAT US LIKE DOG SHIT. WHAT THE FUCK. TAK BOLEH BEBUAL BAIK-BAIK EH? SPEECH DEFICIENCY IZZIT? OR IS IT BRAIN DAMAGE? DONT TREAT US LIKE IDIOTS. IF WE ARE, IT'S THANKS TO YOUR LACK OF PROPER TEACHING. ASSHOLES. and the looks i throw adam is not for fun ok. it's because i am REALLY pissed off. why the hell would i wanna look at him funny all the time? and i wonder why people quit. AND YOU WONDER WHY PEOPLE QUIT. heh. thats it, i've gotten this off my chest and im happy.

he sounds like he cares while i dont. it might be out of social niceties he's doing it, but he never tires of doing so. the perfect boyfriend. words are just words. they mean nothing but i have nothing to lose.

i pray for your safety guys. have fun at Indon!
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