im so scared God will take this away from me.

im honestly afraid that this wont last. it's the same with friends and school. everything's been so good lately i cant help but wonder if it'll just disappear one day. i dont want this feeling to leave. im loving everything. ok almost everything. i still hate some parts of school but thats inevitable. never have i been as happy as this. please dont let it go away.

met up with fauzy after school. went to tanjong pagar. he almost got a job as barista at starbucks but the hours didnt allow it. he'll be trying borders soon. hoho. i wish him all the best. then we went to art friend to get myself fabric paint to paint syikin a cold storage bag. have yet to get the bag. this is costing me >$5 but what the hey. i love giving people things. bile berkemampuan ah. hahah. art friend was lucky today. i actually bought the fabric paint even though it was begging to be stolen~ one day i'll have the colors of the rainbow. HA. THAT'LL TEACH YOU for ripping people off. like this wanna work at art friend? tsk. haha

i love fauzy's vans and his brown pants and his tbs shirt. ok maybe not the shirt. but i want his brown pants. and the black vans. so nice.

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